Inevitable

Inevitable
May 16th, 2007 by earlene0356

Inside her mind she is trying to find
Nowhere to see but within her heart
Entitled to sorrow
Vent to oneself
In time it will be cured
Till then let not unfold
Allow space to change and behold
Beneath the tears and the pain
Lies a smile waiting to unveil
Eventually this girl will see sunshine again

Officially Closed

I am officially closing this blogsite. I am creating a new one, but I still do not know when. The memories I have in it, are wonderful and mind opening for a simple girl like me.

I have grown to be stronger and more wise. Thank you for all my friends who always visit it and try to read my never ending search of true love. I guess, I am still a failure at this time, but I am more than happy with no regrets of what I have gained and experienced.

I do not want to bring up the past again. I will just look into the future. of what it is in store for me. I will be ready for it as I know it would be more challenging and more breath taking. I am ready to captue every opportunity, feel every inch of it and always stand up victorious.

If I lose.. then let it be another story...hope you guys will still be supporting me and encouraging me like you have done before...

Until I find the right blogsite....

Thank you.......

Pagsulat Muli

Matagal tagal na ako di nakakapagsulat. Ayoko na kasi ilagay yung mga kwento ko tungkol sa aking buhay pag-ibig. Minsan naiisip ko, wala na kapupulutan na aral ang aking mga karanasan. hehehe drama ba?

Pero yung mga natutunan ko na lang sasabihin ko...

1. Pag nagmahal ka, totoo yung sinasabi nila na dapat lagi ka magtitira para sa sarili mo. Wag mo ibigay ang 100 %. Sabi nga nila nobody will love you more, but yourself.

2. It's okey to show your feelings, it's your right. Mas sinusuppress mo yung nararamdaman mo, mas magpupumiglas yan.

3. Learn to balance things, wag lagi puso, wag lagi utak. Minsan raw pag pagod na ang puso, utak naman ang gamitin, at pag pagod na ang utak, puso naman ang pairalin.

4. Magkaiba kayo na tao, at dahil dito magkaiba kayo ng pananaw sa mga bagay bagay..Don't ever assume. Try to ask questions...Magmatapang, tulad ng ninuno nating si Andres Bonifacio...hehehe

5. Don't set your expectations too high..love counts more if it comes in gestures of assurance, hugs, kisses, saying take care, i love you.

6. Don't try to change that person to fit your "ideal person"

7. Always talk, talking is the key, when you talk you discover things about the other person, you learn things are not what it seems.

8. Make each other laugh, dun mo makikita na, lahat pala tayo may special talent na mag punch line...hehhe

9. Take time to give each other time and at the same time learn when to give some space, dapat may breathing ground rin. Maganda yun kasi namimiss nyo ang isa't isa

10. If all things fail, sometimes, okey lang magpahinga, collect your thoughts. If ayaw mo na talaga, tell it to the other person. To be fair...

Ano expert na ba ako? nyahaha

Ito, if all things fail...wag raw sa text sabihin, o sa email..kausapin mo kahit for the last time, para makita nya expression ng muka mo, tono ng boses mo, body language, mo..then malalaman mo rin ang totoo at an instant. =)

HEADACHE

Headache you'll always have
Every now and then it come
Always need medicine to relax or
Die of pain all day and night
Act immediately and seek advice
Carry yourself to the doctor
Headache might cause problems tonight and
End your chances to go to DUBAI

You Give Me Something

James Morrison


You only stay with me in the morning
You only hold me when I sleep
I was meant to tread the water
But now I've gotten in too deep

For every piece of me that wants you
Another piece backs away

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

You only waited up for hours
Just to spend a little time alone with me
And I can say I've never bought you flowers
I can't work out what they mean

I never thought that I'd love someone
That was someone else's dream

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might call you from my heart

But it might be a second too late
And the words that I could never say
Are gonna come out anyway

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something

You give me something
That makes me scared alright
This could be nothing
But I'm willing to give it a try
Please give me something
Because someday I might know my heart

Know my heart, know my heart, know my heart

I Love You NOT

Everytime you make excuses to meet my friends.

Everytime you cannot state our status

Everytime you suddenly keep quiet with no reason at all

Whenever, you don't take notice of me.

Every weekend

Everytime I call and I notice you never call me but only sms to reply.

Everytime I cannot hug you or express myself in front of so many people, because you do not want them to know.

Everytime I cry, each time we say goodbye from the taxi, because you cannot come up to my house.

Everytime, I remember our monthsary and wanted to celebrate it

Vague future

No future

Everytime, I want to tell you how much I am hurting but because I do not want to ruin the time spent together, I just keep quiet

Everyitme I have to convince myself not to fall in love with you anymore because this is only temporary.

Still holding on, because I love you...