Staying Alive

When I first met her, it was like the song " Staying Alive" was playing on the background, because of her "terno' black bell bottoms and long sleeves. She was always frowning during those times so nobody dared to talk to her. I got a chance to meet her when Bob saw her smoking at the JTC building stairway. From that moment, we became friends. We started going out, then moving to the same house, then being roommates.. We've been together and inseparable since then, that was about 6 years ago..late of 2006.

We left Philippines because of heart aches and met men that would change our lives forever. We also, at the same time, travelled the road of being left behind and heartache again. If I may say, we have both endured 2 heartbreaks, but I think she had more...hehehe =)

I think GOD was purposely giving me friends who are really tough on the outside, because GOD knows I was a fragile person last time, however, after i gave birth to Ellyce, I think I become so tough.

Thank you Lord, for Guerlain Ross Dolas Ayento, life in Singapore will never be the same and even though we are not gonna be housemate anymore, please take care of her and may we still continue to be together as friends forever. Stay Alive my friend, with your dreams !!!!

For you Laine, this song I dedicate:

Staying Alive
Bee Gees

Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk,
I'm a woman's man, no time to talk.
Music loud and women warm.
I've been kicked around since I was born.
And now it's all right, it's O.K.
And you may look the other way.
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man.
Whether you're a brother
Or whether you're a mother,
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Feel the city breakin'
And ev'rybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Well now, I get low and I get high
And if I can't get either I really try.
Got the wings of heaven on my shoes
I'm a dancin' man and I just can't lose.
You know it's all right, it's O.K.
I'll live to see another day.
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man.
Whether you're a brother
Or whether you're a mother,
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Feel the city breakin'
And ev'rybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Stayin' alive
Well, you can tell by the way I use my walk,
I'm a woman's man, no time to talk.
Music loud and women warm.
I've been kicked around since I was born.
And now it's all right, it's O.K.
And you may look the other way.
We can try to understand
The New York Times' effect on man.
Whether you're a brother
Or whether you're a mother,
You're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Feel the city breakin'
And ev'rybody shakin'
And we're stayin' alive, stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Stayin' alive.
Ah, ha, ha, ha,
Stayin' alive.
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Stayin' alive
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Life goin' nowhere.
Somebody help me, yeah.
Stayin' alive 

Muling Nangagrap

Isang taon na lang mag eexpire na ang re entry permit namin mag-ina. November 26, 2013 to be exact. Kinakabahan ako, napakabilis ng panahon. 2006 tapos feeling ko bigla na lang 2013 na.. Anim na taon at kalahati. Nagtagal na ako sa bansang ito. Kung tutuusin ito na ang tirahan ko. Parang wala na ako babalikan sa kinagisnan ko. Dito na kami namuhay mag-ina.

Marami ako mga plano. Plan A, Plan B at Plan C. Pero sa tapusan ng mga plano isa lang naman ang tinatakbuhan ko. Ikaw lang, Panginoon..Dinala mo ako dito sa Singapore, nung una parang mga pawang mga plano lang rin at mga pangarap na nagkatotoo..

Mangangarap ulit ako, Panginoon..at gusto ko malaman mo, na kahit ano mangyari..kung Plan A o Plan B o Plan C man ang piliin Mo, patuloy ako magtitiwala..mangangarap..di na mag isa kungdi kasama na si Ellyce..yung munti mong regalo sa akin..

Maraming salamat sa Buhay. Sa pag-asa, sa mga kaibigan, sa paghihirap, sa mga pagsubok..Sa pagmamahal at pagtitiwala na kakayanin ko ang lahat...Paslit pa rin pala ako sa mga mata Mo, kasi umiiyak pa rin ako pag nasusugatan, nasasaktan..Ikaw pa rin ang tinatakbuhan ko..

Looking forward to be amazed this coming 2013...=) Praise be to You!!!