HHWW = Holding Hands While Walking

When I arrived at the airport last Saturday morning, my mom and dad fetched me. They're still the same, quarreling like cats and dogs with even the simplest things. But what i admired in both of them, during their 32 years of marriage, i know it has been tough and hard, but both of them never gave up.

Sometimes, I can see them, still holding hands when walking together and you can see the contentment on their faces, that even it was hurtful sometimes, they are still together and fighting life together....

I hope that when I grow old, there would be someone who will hold my hands while walking life's journey..who will support me and trust me and love me without questions...By God's grace I pray for all of this... =)

LEAD ME LORD

LEAD ME LORD

Gary Valenciano

Lead me Lord, lead me by the hand

And make me face the rising sun

Comfort me through all the pain

That life may bring

There's no other hope

That I can lean upon

Lead me Lord

Lead me all my life

Walk by me, walk by me across

The lonely road that I may face

Take my arms and let your hand

Show me the way

Show the way to live inside your heart

All my days, all my life

Refrain: You are my light

You're the lamb upon my feet

All the time my Lord I need You there

You are my light I (just) cannot live alone

Let me stay By Your guiding love

All through my life

Lead me Lord

Lead me Lord

Even though at times I'd rather go alone my way

Help me take the right direction

Take Your road Lead me Lord

And never leave my side

All my days

All my life

You are my light

You're the lamb upon my feet

All the time my Lord I need You there

You are my light I (just) cannot live alone

Let me stay By Your guiding love

All through my life

All through my days

Lead me, O Lord Lead me Lord

Could Not Ask For More

Nothing beats coming back home. =) The moment I arrived from the airport, the time I saw my parents from the waiting area.. I knew, I was back home. Nothing much change, same old house, same old environment. They house is not as bright as what I have in Singapore, but my house is full of laughter and love. Our house is so old, that I am almost would think twice to invite visitors over because, I have nothing to offer them, but I will never exchange it for anything in this world. My dad's laughter, my mom's voice calling me for lunch, my sister's whining because she wants to watch television, my 2 brother's (Elmer and Edward's) snoring, because they are on night shift and sleeping in the morning is their only rest, my kuya Ever's noisy feet because he is rushing to go to office, I love them.

There were times you want to get out for a while, but then again, you always want to go back, just go back to see them once more....

Now, I have another person in my life, I am missing him right now, sometimes I do not know if he misses me too. But I will just trust him like I told him before...

So, at this time, I could not ask for more....because I am content of what I have and I try to cherish every moment , every chance I have...Because, I only got one CHANCE in Life....

May kalabuan......part 2

Parang nung isang araw, kakasimula pa lang ng Mayo. Medyo pangit kasi ang ending ng Abril ko , so understood di rin maganda pasok ng Mayo...Maraming problema..maraming hussle...Muntik na magkahiwalay...muntik na mag away..medyo may sumbatan..medyo may alitan.. misunderstanding..haayyy..
Pero ngayong patapos na ang Mayo, mukhang magiging masaya na ako..hehehe =) nakapag plan na ako ng vacation/s ko..sana matupad lahat yun..nakatapos na ako sa isang responsibilidad..at na eenjoy ko nanaman ang paglabas.. =)
Sa pag pasok ng Hunyo, kalahating taon na agad ang lumipas...2 libro na ang nababasa ko..ang target ko is more than 5 books this year..sana matupad..matapos ko ang ibang responsibilidad ko at malinis ang aking record...salubingin ang 2008 ng open arms with a smile in the face..ano ba yan may kalahating taon pa pala ako..
Gusto ko mapanood ang shrek 3, harry potter,fantastic 4 at ocean's 13 pero bago yun ang pirates of the caribbean muna.. =) gusto ko makapunta sa petronas tower at mapasa ko ang isang minimithing application..after nun masasabi kong mission accomplish nanaman ako for this year...ay oo nga pala ang pinakakaantay ko na araw, ang aking birthday, kasi 30 na ako nun..hehehe =) Imagine, three and zero..Buti na lang muka lang ako 24 =) hahaha..
Sana matupad lahat yan.. isang pangarap nanaman na kasing sarap ng super supreme pizza na may 3 cheese lava explode sa dulo with honey roast chicken wings on the sides...yummy

Ito yung entry na ginawa ko nung May 29, 2007... Ito rin yung same time na nag pray ako kay GOd ng buong puso...hehehe =) nakakatawang isipin sa isang araw na pagitan answered prayer ako...galing talaga ni GOD.... =) May 30, 2007...ito ang araw na unang nagtagpo ang aming mga landas...at ang lahat ay isa nang makulay, masalimuot, masayang, malungkot, mahirap, masarap, kakaibang karanasan...

May kalabuan nga, dahil...di ko agad nakita...

Will you come for me, when it rains?

Earlier, the sun was shining brightly, I was cleaning the house, when my friend told me that she will be buying newspaper... A few minutes the weather changed and a strong rain come pouring down.. I suddenly thought of my friend who was outside.. It's raining and I know she cannot come back soon..

So I decided to fetch her not knowing where she is and not knowing if she might have come back. When she saw my face, she was already beaming, but from behind I heard his boyfriend's voice and he is also fetching her...

I thought, If I was the one who was left in the rain, If I was the one alone there waiting, will someone fetch me?????