Suntok sa Buwan

I was listening to the radio as I alight the MRT station today. The song I was listening to...

HomeDaughtry

Be careful what you wish for,'Cause you just might get it all.You just might get it all,And then some you don't want.Be careful what you wish for,'Cause you just might get it all.You just might get it all, yeah.

While going down the escalator, there he was, walking...I smiled, but he did not see me...hhmmmm...maybe next time...

Approaching 30

In a couple of months I will be ending my late 20's age and will enter to the early 30's.. ahahaa ano pinagka
iba...??? How was I from the time I based from 10 years ago?

Last 1997, I was still a student. I really do not remember, where I celebrated my birthday. Maybe at the
house with friends, that is how I usually celebrate my birthdays anyway.

1. That time, no money to spend, only my allowances (meron ba ako nun?) to save. But now, I get to budget my own money... (Waahh.. I miss being a student)
2. I normally would have problems, studying for an exam, reports that have to be done and preparing for defense.Now, problems with even the small things in life (kasi nga, matured na..)
3. That time, watching movies was hard, because, I do not have money and time (lahat sa aral) need to prioritize my studies. Now, I have money to watch movies (movie, anyone?)
4.That time medyo baduy pa ako, wala kasi ako pambili ng damit, the things I have, I wear...yuck.. you wouldn't want to see me during my college days...
5. Back then, I am so thin. Around, 90 pounds not because walang makain, but because pressured sa studies. Now, I am more than a 100 pounds, pressured pa rin, pero, I get to munch on my problems...sabi kasi ng dad ko kainin raw ang problema at wag mag pakain sa problema eh, nanaba tuloy ako...wahahha =D
6. I get to enjoy things, like reading, dati, I hate it, it's only when there are exams that I read...I hate numbers..but now I enjoy Soduko..
7. That time I was not close to my dad, but now, parang I cannot live my life without him. He is my constant advisor and my number one fan sa aking lahat ng endeavors.
8. Sabi nila I still look like I am 24..ahaha =D last time, I look like a high school student...innocent look..

Time passes so fast, sometimes you would not even notice the little things anymore...But I am grateful to have been blessed with another decade in my life..drama.. sniff sniff....Still young, still single, and brave to face
all the things life is in store for me!!!

Si GOD at AKO

Sa mga oras na ito, aaminin ko, minsan na lang ako tumawag sa iyo. May mga oras na sa sobrang pagod ko nalilimutan ko na alalahanin ka. Alam ko mali yun, alam ko na di ko dapat ginagawa yun, kasi alam ko naman na lahat ng meron ako ngayon galing sa Iyo..

Naalala ko tuloy nung bago ako pumunta rito, isa lang hiniling ko sa iyo, na makapag trabaho ako rito at maranansan ko ang mabigyan ng magandang buhay ang pamilya ko. Pero masyado ko na ata na focus ang attensyon ko sa sarili ko...

Gusto ko humingi ng tawad, dahil nalayo na ako sa aking mga unang plano. Sabi ko sa iyo nun 2 taon, sa dalawang taon ikaw na bahala sakin. Kung san ako papunta, kung san ako pupulutin magtitiwala ako sa iyo. At pagkatapos ng dalawang taon, Ikaw ang magdedesisyon kung san talaga ang aking tadhana...

Ilang buwan na lang, March 2008, 8 months..ilang araw na lang yun...What is instore for me? Sabi ng daddy ko kagabi nung greet ko sya ng HAPPY FATHER's DAY!!! kamusta na raw ang aking spiritual life. di ako makasagot...

Nakalimutan ko nga rin pala.. HAPPY FATHER'S DAY.....

Esmuskee

Ayan ka nanaman. napapangiti ka, napapasaya ka nya, kahit wala sya ginagawa sa iyo. Napapa glow nya ang mga mata mo, naboboost nya ang confidence mo.

Wag ka nga masyado mag isip. Masama yan sa kalusugan mo..kasi pag nag iisip ka, di na kamakain.. nagkaka pimples ka pa..ano yan parang symptoms ng inlove. naka ngiti pa kahit mag isa.. ang tindi ng tama mo..

Basta paalala enjoy mo lang yung moment. Seize it, sabi nga nila..Maganda yang kahit paano may insipirasyon ka..sa bilis ng takbo ng buhay mo ngayon, nagagawa mo pa rin tumawa at sabihin na maganda pala talaga ako =)

Random Thinking

rocky road ice cream, chocolate cake, menudo, kaldereta, sinigang ng mommy ko, adobo ni nanay ason, tambay sa roof top nina karol, sumiksik sa higaan ni annie, lumabas at manood ng sine kasama ang corners, panahon ng mga pangarap with sanidras, sauna, spa, tulips, wanton noodles, greenwich pizza, peach mango pie, palabok, pancit malabon ng goldilocks, maganda ako, sana makapagtravel ako, hongkong disney land, matulog, GAP dream, Singapore Sale, tambay sa bahay kasama pamilya ko, pinas, chocolate, sgh mailbox, si *****, si *****, hehhehe =), parehas pala sila 5 letters ang name, ang corny ko, umuwi, kama ko, tangahalian, magbabad sa shower, tawa ng dady ko, pagdating ng mga naglalako ng merienda sa bahay namin, tahol ni liit, tunog ng cellphone ni ecats, pang aasar ni edward, and sirang damit ni kuya na favorite nyang pambahay, lambingan nina mami at daddy, ang pizza na pasalubong ni elmer, umuuwi na kaya sya ng mas madalas sa bahay?, ngiti mo, boses mo, si shaui may date kaya ngayon?, tambay kina jell?, pumasok sa lunes?, maglakwastsa, pagdating nina leslie mamaya, tawa ni nilo, kanta ni jorge, mga pasalubong n paborito namin ayon kay tess, ang paglaki ng tyan ni dag at ni alelie, magpa manicure at pedicure kay ate tess, kamustahin si jr, pagiisip kay ******* ano na kaya ang yari sa kanya, mga gusto ko pa marating, mga kasama ko sa trabaho, si gracia, ang utang ko sa mga kaibigan ko, ano kaya tanghalian mamaya?, gusto ko na umuwi, itigil na muna ang mahabang listahan na ito.. the end =)

Soduko Challenge

General Information about Soduko

Soduko is probably the puzzle game that has risen the fastest in popularity these past few years. Its roots go back to the ancient times. Of course it didn't have the exact same form as it has now. However, most people believe that Magic square that is a game going back almost 5000 years and Latin squares are the ancestors of sudoku.

The game of soduko in its current form was first created in the seventies but with a different name (Number Place) and was actually invented in the USA, contrary to the popular belief that it is a Japanese game. Nonetheless it didn't become popular at that time at least in the Western world. The journey of soduko continues to Japan where it gets the name that we use today by the Japanese puzzle company Niccoli.

Soduko arrives in Europe several years after in 2004 and it become an instant success and all major newspapers in the UK start publishing daily soduko puzzles. It didn't take long for this new craze to cross the Atlantic and reach its home. This time Number Place with its new name becomes extremely popular and is probably today one of the most popular puzzle games (If not the most popular). Its popularity is evident simply from the fact that dozens of variations of soduko have been created within a very short amount of time.<. The main appeal of the soduko puzzle is that they are solely based on logic. No math, knowledge or anything else is required to solve a soduko puzzle just plain, pure logic. Of course not all soduko puzzles are the same. Difficulty levels vary from easy to impossible.

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I would see this game on the newspaper everyday and my friend Allan would take his time just to answer the puzzle. I never manage see the logic of the game even when it was Bob's time to teach me..One day, because of curiosity, I started solving the puzzle and patience and perseverance was paid..I was able to solve an easy puzzle.

Life is like Soduko; you look at the boxes and think they do not make any sense. Why are these random numbers put there? What is their purpose? But if you look closely and try to solve it, all of them are connected. All of the numbers are scattered clues to which will be your next move and eventually if you look hard enough and challenge yourself, you'll see a satisfying result and it is solving the puzzle.

Of course at first, there might be erasures, mistakes. You may also choose to stop and throw the newspaper away, but what the heck, if you try a little bit more, maybe you can do it..And if all things failed, you can call a friend for help, that's what I do, if I cannot solve the puzzle anymore. hehehe =)

I see life like that, we may choose to just surrender or choose to challenge ourselves, to see how far we can go, how far we can stay on the path to reach our goal. I am not a strong person, but I thank God for always been patient with me, providing me friends and love ones, guiding me even when I go astray..

So are you ready for the Soduko Challenge =)

Aaahh.... Uuuummmm....

Lately, napapansin ko na di na ako ganun kabilis makapag isip para mag contruct ng mga sentences in English, feeling ko, nabobo na ako..Dahil ba ito sa dami ng trabaho ko ngayon? Dahil ba sa stress? Dahil ba sa mga tao na nakakausap ko? Isa lang alam ko, ayoko lumalala pa ito...need to put a stop to this, I need improvement..

Last Men Standing

Naalala ko last time nung nagka run kami ng diskusyong ng isa kong kaibigan, sabi nya "Earlene, akala ko ba sinasabi mo na understanding ka.." Pero sa pagkakataong ng mga oras na yun, na semplang nya ako at inamin ko naman na sa mga oras na yun di ako understanding...

Last few days, sobrang busy ng trabaho, alam ko naman at naiintindihan ko sila. Natutuwa pa nga ako kasi I am seeing my worth. I can say that I have gone a long way from the time I entered my account and from then on, I learned to love the people and my work as well. naks...

Sobrang, daming trabaho talaga, na miss ko ang mga quality time ko with my family and friends through YM. Kasi pag na iistress ako I just give them a "buzz" magsasagutan na ang mga yun. Miss na miss ko na sila...miss na miss ko na rin ang mag blog..sa mga oras na ito parang dalawang araw na na Saturday shift. Ibig sabihin half lang kami tauhan ang nakakapasok. Siguro kasi sa paiba ibang klima.

I miss going out...I miss having the quiet times...hehehe =) Wala na oras para makapag muni muni..Haiizzz....
Sabi s isang article sa Today news paper kahapon, "one thing at a time please" -- basahin nyo na lang ang article maganda sya....ayun naman pala, may chance pa magbasa ng dyaryo =)

http://www.todayonline.com/pdf_main.asp?pubdate=20070606

Dad

Time is running so fast, last time I was only a child, asking you for chocolates and milk. Always depending on you, for my needs. I cry when a mosquito bit me, or even I get wound on my knees.

Back then, I don't understand you, thinking that you were just being "mahigpit". I build a wall and it gets higher everyday, when I was in high school. You always tell me, to listen to you, and I will know that it's for my own good when I got older. But I never did listen, instead, the gap widens. But you try to bridge the gap, by trying to explain to me things.

I remembered, one day you told me, that you loved me and you only want what's good for me. As I grew older, I started to understand, why you were like that in the past.

Thank you, for being patient, for being so kind. I will always remember the time you would wake me up just to make sure I wouldn’t get late from school. You slept at my side when I get sick, tucking me up on my bed. You forced me into reading than watching TV. hehehe =) Best of all, you taught me contentment and understanding that life is what we make it...

I love you dad and I am thankful everyday from GOD, because HE gave me you...

Inspired to write

I will always remember the time when I was in Elementary when we were asked to write down a composition about out school vacation. I think that was during grade 2. Sabi ni Ms. Lealee, sumulat raw kami ng 4 paragraph composition kung ano ginawa namin last summer vacation. As a child, masyado ako mahiyain, I lack confidence and also self esteem. But I never stopped from being the best I can, to make my love ones happy. Ironic noh, hehee =)

My dad and my mamang doesn't have a good relationship back then. So my mom and dad would always fight where to send their children to spend summer vacation. Si mamang (mom's mother) lives in Manila (Pasay City) on the other hand, my dad's father lives in the mountains (sa bundok ng Binangonan, Rizal sa may isla). Most of the time si mommy ang nanalo, maybe my dad loves my mom more, or he just cannot stand my mom's nagging. 2 weeks would be spend with my mamang and papang then, 2 to 3 days stay with my lolo. My lola died when I was still a kid, so wala ako masyado memories of her.

Ms. Lealee, would always ask us to read our compositions in front of class. Kaya, most of us would really make it a point the our compisitions are polished and has good story lines. Then when she hands us back the compositions, she would have comments about it. I would always remember those days, because, she was the one who inspired us to express ourselves through writing. And to be frank, if I was not asked to make a composition then to tell something about my last summer vacation, then I would have not enjoyed or even come to my mind of composing blogs... = ) Thanks, Ms Lealee